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My Love Story: So Fucking Close

Hey guys, I’d like to tell you

Theres this guy, and I know that phrase already made you wanna skip but just stay with me here please :). He’s amazing, helps me through hard times and is the funniest guy I’ve EVER met. He’s an amazing friend. It sucks that he lives about an hour away, because when you’re 15 it feels like a million miles away.I have had a huge crush on him since the day I met him and he’s  figured it out.But I never told him, he knows that a mutual friend of ours has a massive crush on him, and all that has done is cause drama. Anyway, he didn’t know until last weekend…but I didn’t tell him, he figured it out himself. Here’s how it went down.Me and 2-3 other friends were at his place ( 1 of which was the friend who I spoke of earlier we’ll call her “J”) well anyway we were all chilling after a long day and watching a movie, waiting for J’s mom to pick us up. We were all cuddling. I sat on his left, J on his right. Jokingly he put his arms around our shoulders. Then we held hands and cuddled, it was amazing, I never felt more incredible. But the feeling was short lived, J’s mom came and J, another friend and I had to leave. J and my friend maddii got up from the couch,but me and this guy remained. I sighed and sat up a little bit, our arms were still around eachother. I told him I didn’t want to go and he said he knew, and that he wished i didn’t have to. After that we sat quietly just staring into eachothers eyes for what seemed like an eternity. Then we both moved in for the kiss, but just when we got incredibly close we heard the floor squeak and we pulled away. Later when we hugged a final good bye for the night and again that staring into eachothers eyes came, we pulled away and I went home. The next day he messaged me, he said he could tell I wanted to kiss him and he wanted to kiss me but he knew if J saw that she would start shit. He asked if I would be upset if he messed around with me and J. I said it would be fine :/. He said I could kiss him whenever and he wouldnt mind if I kissed him. I hope I made the right choice by letting him just mess around with me :/

When wild fans ruin it for the rest of us.

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A Message to BVB “Fans” Regarding Andy

Let me just start off by saying, this doesn’t apply to every BVB Army member, only the untrue “fangirls” who lack respect for the boys their girlfriends and BVB’s message.

First issue: Taking it WAY too far. We all know Andy was hurt in Brazil last night and I am really pissed.I obviously don’t blame the entire Army or Brazillian fanbase. But I have to say that was out of line and disrespectful. As a fanbase we owe Andy and the BlackVeilBrides. At this point I know not every fan is a victim of severe bullying like the BVB Army, I will seperate fans and BVB Army from now on. To me a fangirl, fan, and BVB Army Member are 3 different people. A fangirl: thinks they’re just sexy and know MAYBE a few songs.Fangirls arent just new to the band,they could have been around for years, simply thinking Andy is sexy and not knowing any other member. BVB Army Memebers have been bullied are are aware and against it and try hard to spread BVB’s message. The have the highest respect for the band and feel that in a sense they owe the the band for everything they’ve done for others, but realize the boys are HUMAN. Fans can be bad and good they either appreciate the music and message and like the band giving them respect but have not necisarrily been saved by the band or given a thought to the issue of bullying. or there are fans who are not quit fangirls but go too far. They lack respect for the band and know them well enough to know that the band L0VES their fans and would do anything for them, therefor the believe they can disrespect the band and think that since the bands think the attention of the disrespect, such as what happened in Brazil last night, will be tolerated, clearly it is not seeing as right after Andy got out of the crowed he stormed off stage. I was slightly upset to see Andy do that in the videos I have seen of that night, not because I think that he should tolerate that, but because there were innocent fans and BVB Army members who really did want to see Andy, and by storming off stage, he surely did break some innocent hearts, but like I said, he had reason to.After he came back on stage, probably not wanting to dissapoint the true fans and BVB Army he unfortunately fainted, but please, fans and fangirls, calm down Andy’s saftey is highly important to Fans and BVB Army members

Second Issue: I’ve been noticing issues with members and their personal lives. Particularly girlfriends. Andy has been dating Juliet Simms. I am not a big fan of hers but that has nothing to do with her dating Andy, it’s just a bad first impression I got when i first heard about her (it was a tweet which offended me) but hey I’m over it. She didn’t target me personally. I now understand that,and I’m actually begging to like her very much. I have realized people hate on her simply because she is dating Andy. This makes no sense to me. I hate to say it but Fans, fangirls and BVB Army had about a 0.0000000000000000001% chance of dating Andy before he dated Juliet. I for one am impartial to their relationship. I am not Andy’s mother, or his best friend, I am simply a BVB Army member and although he cares for his fanbase, that doesnt mean he cares wether or not we love his girlfriends as much as we do. He is happy and in love. You can tell from his pictures and tweets, he is blissful, happy and inlove. shouldn’t that be enough to satisfy those who truely care for Andy. If you don’t truely care you have no right to judge in this subject

So I must say fangirls and crazed fans of BVB I am disappointed. Andy doesnt just exist on twitter, in pictures, in youtube videos and onstage. he doesnt just stop existing when he walks off stage, he doesn’t disappear when you exit out of the video picture, he still has opinions, feelings, strengths, weaknesses and events in his life when he’s offline and off your computer screens. This should be taken into consideration next time, you try to bash the band and everyone related to the band in any sort of way. They are human, and you should treat them with respect and be nice and positive towards them. Thats BVB’s message, don’t bully, hurt, or disrespect others,including the band members, thats the BVB way of life and if you don’t follow that way of life then you dont deserve BVB in your life